“When life's not working, when our relationships are not the way we wish they could be, we feel empty inside.”
~ Dr. Tim Clinton
It is a sad fact in all our lives, that, from time to time, even for endless seasons on end, the hope that compels us forward is continuously frustrated and unrealized.
And notwithstanding our faith, with copious reminders that we are not to complain, we still find these irrevocable feelings welling up from within a point we can no longer deny them. Even the most ardent preacher or leader has times of emptiness. Yes, even Christ felt empty.
ADMITTING OUR WEEAKNESS – ADMITTING OUR EMPTINESS
Whilst much of the world believes in stoicism, the ability to push on through, as if to fire the furnace of resilient flexibility, the Christian mandate is much more effective.
Using a very Pauline method – the theology of the apostle Paul – we can draw on the understanding that God is for us, not against us, in every circumstance of life. Even in our emptiness, when there are so many reminders of broken, unsteady, faltering, and untrusting relationships, with each one reminding us somehow of our own frailties, God's power is there to be drawn upon.
But we only draw on Divine power in our weakness by admitting our weakness; by admitting our emptiness. There is no sin in feeling empty. Indeed, if only we would be emptied of ourselves more often there would be more room for God to fill us.
WHAT DO WE DO ABOUT LIFE WHEN IT IS NOT WORKING?
These ironies that we notice just as easily work for us. We are blessed just as much in our emptiness as at any time. When life is not working as we'd like it to, we are called higher to a sharp cognisance of God. Where the world can not satisfy, God can.
Upon a fresh reading of Romans chapter 8, especially in our dearth, as we dig deeply into our raw and honest emotion, God speaks hope back through into our lives.
Perhaps we are only more discernibly reachable as we approach our rock bottom, when there is no strength left for dishonesty and worldly distraction.
When life's not working and we present before God as need, God transforms our need into power for hope for yet another day. One day at a time our hope moves for us, almost too silently and too gradually to see. One day at a time our dispositions change. And one day at a time we problem solve and do what we can to remove the barriers to a satisfying life.
When life is not working, and we feel empty inside, coming ever closer in our need is our Lord who resurrects us, afresh. The more we need God the more we are helped.
When we feel empty there is more room for God to fill us.
© 2012 SJ Wickham.